That's really all I am. I am a little girl who loses her way sometimes, gets upset over nothing, and has a lot to learn.
I'm going to need lots of help!!!
(But I am feeling better since the last post. Much better. And it's all thanks to Jason. I sometimes feel like I don't deserve having him around. He's so good to me. <3 But I love him. More than I ever thought I could love anyone.)
Saturday, April 24, 2010
Friday, April 23, 2010
Boring Friday Night
Here it is, the first Friday night I'm staying home by myself for the first time in 3 months. And it SUCKS!!!
I feel like crap, to be honest. I thought I would be fine earlier in the day, but now I just feel like crap. I just want to cry. And if I keep it up, I most likely will. I got home from interning about 3 or 3:10, and got right into reading the series I am in the middle of. Yeah.... It got to be 5:30 and I was bored with it. Here it is now, almost 6 o'clock, and I feel terrible. I want to just be held, but I won't be. I'm gonna have to suck it up and just let myself cry.
Going to bed at 7pm is looking mighty good.... if I even make it to then. *sigh*
After such a good day interning, this sucks.
2 positives about today. I pretty much was in charge of the class all day (by myself, with only a little help from the teacher), and my typing speed in the student's computer lab time was a high for me of 81 wpm.
Is it tomorrow yet?
I feel like crap, to be honest. I thought I would be fine earlier in the day, but now I just feel like crap. I just want to cry. And if I keep it up, I most likely will. I got home from interning about 3 or 3:10, and got right into reading the series I am in the middle of. Yeah.... It got to be 5:30 and I was bored with it. Here it is now, almost 6 o'clock, and I feel terrible. I want to just be held, but I won't be. I'm gonna have to suck it up and just let myself cry.
Going to bed at 7pm is looking mighty good.... if I even make it to then. *sigh*
After such a good day interning, this sucks.
2 positives about today. I pretty much was in charge of the class all day (by myself, with only a little help from the teacher), and my typing speed in the student's computer lab time was a high for me of 81 wpm.
Is it tomorrow yet?
Monday, April 19, 2010
Here it is....
Time for a new blog post?..... I think so!!
Here it is! (Again, I need to update more often. lol Oh well.) (And of course, I should be working on something else..... like cleaning my room some more.... Oh well! lol)
So, I'm down to 2 weeks left of school!!! (YAY!!!! SO happy to be almost done!) Tons of projects and things that are due, but I'm almost done! I can taste the sweet victory!!! Until I start my summer courses and take the AEPA. =/ Then the stress will come back again for a bit. =/ Not looking forward to that. And come August, I'll be student teaching!!!! Graduation in December, HERE I COME!!!!!!!!!!!!! <3 (After tons more stress. =/)
Life continues to move on. I spend all the time I can with the person I can honestly say is my best friend. I tell him almost everything, no matter how silly or serious. (No, I'm not perfect at saying what's running through my head, but it's mostly because I can't articulate what the thought/feeling was, or I want to think about it for a bit first.) The past few months (officially bf/gf for 3 months as of April 16th!) have been amazing! I don't think I've ever been happier. I've still got some ups and downs, but the ups are higher and the lows aren't so low anymore. I love spending time with him, whether it's getting up and doing something, or just sitting and cuddling. He is soooo awesome. :)
Those are the two major things at the moment. Hopefully I'll keep this somewhat slightly updated. (Maybe once a week if I'm lucky?)
By the way, CONGRATS to Kara Morris, who has finished student teaching, has already begun to substitute in schools, and is GRADUATING this MAY!!!! SHOUT OUT TO YOU, GIRL!!!! :D CONGRATS!!!!!
Here it is! (Again, I need to update more often. lol Oh well.) (And of course, I should be working on something else..... like cleaning my room some more.... Oh well! lol)
So, I'm down to 2 weeks left of school!!! (YAY!!!! SO happy to be almost done!) Tons of projects and things that are due, but I'm almost done! I can taste the sweet victory!!! Until I start my summer courses and take the AEPA. =/ Then the stress will come back again for a bit. =/ Not looking forward to that. And come August, I'll be student teaching!!!! Graduation in December, HERE I COME!!!!!!!!!!!!! <3 (After tons more stress. =/)
Life continues to move on. I spend all the time I can with the person I can honestly say is my best friend. I tell him almost everything, no matter how silly or serious. (No, I'm not perfect at saying what's running through my head, but it's mostly because I can't articulate what the thought/feeling was, or I want to think about it for a bit first.) The past few months (officially bf/gf for 3 months as of April 16th!) have been amazing! I don't think I've ever been happier. I've still got some ups and downs, but the ups are higher and the lows aren't so low anymore. I love spending time with him, whether it's getting up and doing something, or just sitting and cuddling. He is soooo awesome. :)
Those are the two major things at the moment. Hopefully I'll keep this somewhat slightly updated. (Maybe once a week if I'm lucky?)
By the way, CONGRATS to Kara Morris, who has finished student teaching, has already begun to substitute in schools, and is GRADUATING this MAY!!!! SHOUT OUT TO YOU, GIRL!!!! :D CONGRATS!!!!!
Monday, April 5, 2010
Sitting in class
Yes.... here I go again, needing to do something productive, and instead I'm sitting here blogging.
I've done a lot of thinking lately. About a lot of different things. I'm speaking strictly about school at the moment, though.
6 weeks. That's all there is left, really. Again, I've been surviving another semester. Sometimes I get stressed out, but I've been pretty calm this semester. Less stressed than previously, thankfully. I'm just trying to make it through, surviving school so I can student teach and get my diploma. My main goal: To graduate by December. That's it. That's all I want.... school-wise.
I am so ready to be done. I feel like I've learned a whole bunch of nothing. I'm jumping through the hoops I need to, just so I can be done, which is all I want.
Anyways.... short post so people just realize that I'm still alive. I will try to keep things updated.... may not happen, though. We'll see.
Hope everyone is doing well! (Even though you may or may not read what I've written. lol)
I've done a lot of thinking lately. About a lot of different things. I'm speaking strictly about school at the moment, though.
6 weeks. That's all there is left, really. Again, I've been surviving another semester. Sometimes I get stressed out, but I've been pretty calm this semester. Less stressed than previously, thankfully. I'm just trying to make it through, surviving school so I can student teach and get my diploma. My main goal: To graduate by December. That's it. That's all I want.... school-wise.
I am so ready to be done. I feel like I've learned a whole bunch of nothing. I'm jumping through the hoops I need to, just so I can be done, which is all I want.
Anyways.... short post so people just realize that I'm still alive. I will try to keep things updated.... may not happen, though. We'll see.
Hope everyone is doing well! (Even though you may or may not read what I've written. lol)
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