1 week

It's been one week and I feel like I'm already failing at my goal. 

Starting school again, all I can think is get me out of here! There is no cohesion from my team, though we try. I feel outnumbered by people who are changing the strong school it used to be into a regular public school. And I am beginning to feel like I don't belong. 

For 2 1/2 years, I was pretty happy with the people I was around at my job. Now, I feel like I'm being outcast. 

And it's not just school. I'm starting to feel again like I have no friends at school or anywhere. I don't ever do anything or really go anywhere or spend time with anyone besides J and my family. And I have not felt that way for a long time, so it's kind of a shock! 

Maybe something good is on its way into my life and Satan is trying to keep me from it. I don't know. For now, I'm going to just keep pushing through and doing the best I can. 

Resolutions

Here were three or four goals for the 2013 year. 

1. Finish typing up my story and send it to a some publishers. Not done: ended up having to rewrite about half of it. 

2. Exercise three to four days a week. Not really done: Started weak, did okay during summer, not so much during school. 

3. Read scriptures every day. Doing ok: I started off weak, but I started reading when I eat breakfast, and that seems to help. 

4. Be more decisive when J asks me for an opinion, especially for date nights. Not sure: I am sometimes decisive, and other times not.Hopefully I've gotten better at least?

This year, I think I'm going to simplify even more. I do need to exercise, but I'm going to have one big goal. I'll have smaller goals to accomplish the big one. 

Goal: Be happier. 

I will have to change some things to make that happen. In order to do that, I will need to exercise and control my stress and be better at praying, but I'll need to also keep reading scriptures. So that's my goal, and we'll see how it goes. :) 

Notice blogging is not one of my goals. There are other things I need to do. :) I'll post when I have time and something to say. :)