I've been thinking about lots of things recently. Most of it not so happy. It's either a list of things I need/have to do, school (never fun to think about), and just life in general.
I think I'll hit these topics in order.
First: The list of things I need/have to do.
It's never fun to think about these kinds of things. In face, I absolutely loathe having to think about things that I need to do, no matter what it's for. I've got so many projects going on that it's crazy. (Most of it is tied in with school) But I really, just don't want to think about it anymore. Because then I get depressed.
Second: School
Need I say more? I've got 3 essays due in the next 2 weeks, a quiz tonight, a test tomorrow, a Word project (which is fun, but time consuming). Added to just the workload, I've got work, I need to get another job volunteering, and projects pretty much out of the wazoo. So, pretty much not fun. I swear school is a killer.
Third: Life in General.
Alright, this section could be long.... I've lot a lot on my mind. First, I need to decide if I'm going to audition for a performing mission in Nauvoo, Illinois. (Leaning towards a yes on that one.) I need to make the DVD by November and get it sent in. Problem with that is that I don't know how to do the scales with my voice. But that I can learn. Alright, second is the fact that my whole life is changing. I've got a dilemma. Either I need to work and start paying my parents back, or I need to continue working, only for volunteer. Or cut down my hours to a bare minimum. =/ Not looking forward to having to make that choice, but my dad's business is struggling at the moment, so I'm going to have to work with it. Plus, alongside all of this, I have to decide if I'm waiting for my friend or just supporting him on his mission. Now, I know things could happen. A LOT of things could happen, and I'm not letting him know what I decide. No matter what, I will support him.... it's the whether I'm waiting or not that's the problem. Anyways, that's about it. I'm also back to revising my story, which has come past the halfway point. (Halle-flippin-lujah) So I'm working on that and it's turning out pretty good, imo.
Alright, sorry for the novel of my life. Sometimes I just need to get things off my chest, and this is one way that I can. I'm sorry about not posting very often.... I'm like my character in my story, except she writes in a diary, and this is a blog. Anyways, for anyone reading this, totally sorry about the depressing stuff. Hopefully my next one will be better.
And now I'm off to bed. Au Revoir!
